I have looked at this blank screen for 10 min. so I guess I should write something, "Looking out on a morning rain, I used to feel so uninspired"....still do sometimes. I thought u made me feel like a natural woman, but that was me living vicariously through mary through aretha. now i feel...numb. period. nothing else. just numb. no cares if you will ever call me again. don't even remember the last time we spoke, i mean really talked to each other. each of us holding secrets scared to tell one another. but i found yours out first, allowing me the exit stratagy i'd been waiting on but i just needed the director's cue. well He told me, then showed me and left me to decide. Selfishly i decided if i couldn't have all i would take none. jessica care moore told me i was "in love with potential" and i believe her. ima email my professor before i make a final decision, i cant find her email...oh wait...here it is...www.miseducation.edu

Ms. Hill...I need ur advise