maybe i was wrong

So I was one of the people hating on "the breakup." I guess I was looking for a "wedding crashers" Vince Vaughn and a .....well, ima plead the fif on Jennifer Aniston.

life has taught me that sometimes...well...shit just don't always work out (wow, I can believe "heart of the matter" is playing as I write this...fun-ny) not trying to say that love at first sight is unattainable, or that love actually does work out...but I understand the alternative. gosh I feel like I’ve said this recently:::smile::: upon hearing john legend's "get lifted" for the first time I automatically knew "ordinary people" was going to be a hit, but I loved it for the obvious reasons...the lyrics "we're just ordinary people" I feel like so often we fall in love with these fairy tale stories of love that we lose sight of what love actually is. And once struggle and hard work in a relationship comes along we don't know how to cope because "they" always live happily ever after.

wait where was I....oh "the breakup" yeah so, it was a good movie after all. I was so caught up in wanting things to work out for the better, in which I equated “good ending” with them getting back together, that I totally lost the whole meaning in the movie. They both hindered each other from growth, in the relationship as well as individuals. And it was a “happy ending” both of the characters were able to develop their own self without the selfish limitations they had placed on each other. The breakup also allowed each of them to see their own “ugly self” yeah, Vince was a likeable guy, but dude was an asshole when he didn’t get his way and Jennifer had that “I’m not going to say it, because you are suppose to know it even though I never told you anyway” mentality.

This movie allowed growth to take place instead of happily ever after, which in turn gave fate a way to intervene once both were able to establish a healthier self apart from on another.


So we have the national guard patrolling our city. Yeah so ima leave that one for conversations for the sake of incriminating myself. FIF!!!!!!


Have you heard Field Mob’s latest “Light Poles and Pine Trees”?????
Dope.
People have been sleepin on them but I remember the first time I heard “All I know” dopeness, and I don’t care what nobody says…them dudes is on point. My favorite song on the new joint is “blacker the berry” I’m all about the self love, shout out to pac

Speaking of Pac, I was listening to Makaveli the don killuminati the 7 day theory cd…well itunes the other day and I forgot how dope this dude really was so then I brought the Me against the world tunes and it just brought me back. Now I’m not even going to go into the pac/biggie thing, or that this dude was a genius and the best rapper. But dude was dope. At 13/14 I could relate to every one of those songs on Me against the world, from “death around the corner” cause I really still remember that ish “I know whats wrong with that crazy mutha fucker, he just stand by that got damn window with that fuckin a-k all day, he don’t work, he don’t fuck, he don’t do a gotdamn thing”…wow, where was my mom’s when I was listening to all thing???? Lmao. Naw but EVERY song on that joint was hot! OMG “Outlaw” was my ish…okay so I’m listening to my ipod now.

Naw, but I really feel sorry for these kids nowadays with this snap rap bullish. Haha you really thought The Black Album was Jigga’s dopest cd???? Check out Reasonable Doubt…better yet, check out that In My lifetime Vol. 1….sorry I had to blog the whole second verse…and I’m out:

“I'm from the place where the chruch is the flakiest

And niggas is praying to god so long that they Atheist

Where you can't put your vest away and say you'll wear it
tomorrow

Cause the day after we'll be saying, damn I was just with him
yesterday

I'm a block away from hell, not enough shots away from straight
shells

An ounce away from a triple beam still using a hand-held weight
scale

Your laughing, you know the place well

Where the Liqour Store's and the base well

And Government, fuck Government, niggas polotic themselves

Where we call the cops the A-Team

cause they hop out of vans and spray things

And life expectancy so low we making out wills at
eight-teen

Where how you get rid of guys who step out of line, your rep
solidifies

So tell me when I rap you think I give a fuck who
criticize?

If the shit is lies, god strike me

And I got a question, are you forgiving guys who live just like me?

We'll never know

One day I pray to you and said if I ever blow, Let 'em know

Mistakes ain't exactly what takes place in the ghetto

Promise fulfilled, but still I feel my job ain't done

Cough up a lung, where I'm from, Marcy son, ain't nothing nice