again

"i was told that everything that happen; happens for a reason
and one man's forever might be God's season
been in love so deep it was hard for me to breathe
and knew somebody named me
it was hard for me to see him
I would talk freedom
but don't know if i was walkin it
you can find love and quickly get lost in it
i fostered it
knowing i'd be there for a while
learning to be a man but loving like a child
somehow my light ya'll became my rain
heartbreak and pain started to say my name
the game of fame and love stopped playing with me
people ask me "did u see her pregnant on t.v.?"
when that rain came i tried to maintain as it wrenched me
now i ain't the same man, father or m.c.
i see what God sent me loud and clear
if not for the smiles and tears i wouldn't be here
again"